So, I basically have nothing to do from now until the time I leave in three weeks. Really. I have a flute lesson, I'm playing my piece in front of people (a whole five minutes worth) and I'm conducting a song. That's IT! In the meantime, I have no idea what to do. I know, it's SUPER lame. I am in England.... I should do something! Unfortunately everyone's going home, they don't have money, yada yada yada.
I started reading a book but it's taking an awful long time to get going. I've read 70 pages and nothing has happened, really nothing. I've seen the movie and basically it's gotten past the first minute. It has to pick up sometime though.
Since I have nothing to do, it makes me think more which may not be the best thing. I have come to the conclusion that I have no idea what I'm doing. I was feeling pretty good about the looking for a job thing but not a whole lot has come up. Plus, do I want to teach elementary? Middle school? High School? Private? Public? Mainly theory and history? Just band? Whatever I can get? I'm not sure how much I really want to teach elementary... The only prospect at the moment is the one in Arizona which definitely sounds like an adventure. It is in Arizona though and I won't be teaching band. I'd have to REALLY want to do it. I do though, it sounds more appealing every time I think about it.
Then again, there's always the mission option. I have come to the conclusion that right now, however, I'm broke. I want to be able to pay for my mission if I go. I feel good about that.
There is also the going back to school option, which my friend Brandon so kindly pointed out. He's probably right, that would probably be the smartest thing to do. Plus, he's always right. I don't really want to though, I'm tired of school. Not to mention I'd have to decide which school I'd want to go to, and most of them had auditions and things in February and stuff.
So we're going with the job thing. Something will work out and it will rock.
I also wanted to point out one more thing. Here they don't have generals and they don't register for classes because everyone in your major (they just say what you're studying, not major) takes all the same classes. They do have one "free elective" however, but most people do something in the same department. You know... if they're in physics maybe they'll take an astronomy class, still in physics but not a required class.
I asked someone if they ever wanted to do anything else and they said something to the effect like no because if you really loved what you did, then that's all that you would do. If you want to do something else then that means you don't "love" it enough. I was quite sad to hear that. Here they start focusing much earlier on, they only study three subjects in high school (their college). Really. Sad.
So, maybe you have had more classes on one subject, but I seriously doubt that they are any better off. I could keep up in math class, and I've only taken one semester of math since my sophomore year of high school. I also think that it's kind of dumb that you should know so much about one subject and nothing about anything else. Maybe you can do a differential equation, but you have no idea why Louis XIV was amazing. I am definitely one to believe that you love something even more by doing different things. My math class made me love music all the more.... I wouldn't be surprised if it made me a better player. I heard this thing on the radio once about a musician who didn't think that you could make music unless you had lived, not just practiced your whole life. I'm sure it's like that for other things too.
That's my spiel about why some people are dumb, but it's probably not their fault. They haven't experienced the amazingness of being able to take kayaking and ballroom dancing. They're stuck in maths all day long.
Any ideas of what I should be doing, I'm totally up for them. I have thought about going to the London Symphony and maybe go to "Pemberley," it's by Manchester. Maybe I'll cook something. And maybe I'll make some more root beer.